1. My Wound is Deeper than Yours
Music: O-P Tцrrц, Lyrics: Juha Kylmдnen, O-P Tцrrц
Do angels fly higher in the dark?
Black is my mind when a new day has come
Black are the tears when I cry
Come here and take my hand, join this misery
The fallen angel will set us free
Do angels fly higher in the dark?
Do they crash down and fall apart?
Let's cut the wings away
and the angel has fallen again
Together in eternal flames
Where the cold razor cares
I do not care if you want to hurt me
Torture is ecstasy to me
You cut my wounds so deep, even deeper than yours
Like the fallen angel without remorse
Music: Jarmo Kylmдnen, Lyrics: Juha Kylmдnen
The only hope in this endless night
Is to follow you through the shadows of the deepest blue, away
from the light
I hear your voice is calling me: "Don’t be afraid"
But there’s something deep inside of me
Forcing me to turn away
Take my hand, don’t turn away, I need you to stay
I know a place where the light and the dark can become as one
This loneliness is killing me
Is there a place we both can live?
You’re the dancer in the dark
You’re the child of the light
You’re the sinner of all time
You’re the saint with wings so white
You’re the distant shape in the night
You’re all the innocence left alive
You’re like tainted sun
You’re the star shining bright
Music: O-P Tцrrц, Lyrics: Juha Kylmдnen
Too many broken promises in her fragile life
Too many secret thoughts she tried to hide that night
So hard she tried to escape
But (the) pain was everywhere
No, take this pain away
Even for one day
She cried on her own grave
Please, demons set me free
My heart has started to bleed
I have become the queen misery
And it seems to last forever
She tried to reach to the stars all her life
But her mind fell apart every time
Music: Jarmo Kylmдnen, Lyrics: Juha Kylmдnen
Lost in your dark eyes
I have seen your shadow world
Moments of madness
Slowly drowning in your love
I promise you nothing
But this earthly misery
Would you share it with me?
High, much higher than moon
Flies away the angel of love
Deep, much deeper and true
Is the sea of emotions we share
The poem so beautiful
Can turn into nightmare before we know
The secret bound of our blood oath
Keeps us together until the dawn
Music: Juha Kylmдnen, Lyrics: O-P Tцrrц, A. Vetelдinen, Juha Kylmдnen
The crestfallen one
Drowned in to lies
Your promises in beautiful disguise
I see it from your eyes
The sweetest demise
The flame of you life, so sweet sacrifice
This is the game you want me to join in
It is you your world, (there’s) nothing to believe in
The rapture of lust
The ruins of my trust
I will take your heart because you took mine
It’s written in my mind
Painted in my heart
Temptation nearly tears up my scars
The mirror never lies
See the eyes of despise
You raped my dreams so I will take you down
Music: Jarmo Kylmдnen, Lyrics: O-P Tцrrц, Juha Kylmдnen
Another broken day passed by
Another dead night is waiting to come alive
You are already trying to find
One more way to hide from the burning light
You don’t want to see
You don’t want to feel
Nothing but your hopeless destiny
You can always cry but never complain
All those bitter tears, will it ease the pain?
(It’s) Part of the crying game will it ease the pain?
When everything should be fine
I still found you depressed and crying all the time
It seems to me that you want to feel like you’re dying
Kiss the darkness and turn you back to the light
You don’t want to see
You don’t want to feel
Nothing but your hopeless destiny
You can always cry but never complain
All those bitter tears, will it ease the pain?
(It’s) Part of the crying game will it ease the pain?
Even when the dead nights are gone those broken
days remain
All those bitter tears, will it ease the pain?
(It’s) Part of the crying game will it ease the pain
Music: O-P Tцrrц, Lyrics: Juha Kylmдnen, A. Vetelдinen
You threw your web right down on me
You suck my blood just to live
You’re the black princess in the garden of grief
Eating me piece by piece
To be with you is like mouth full of spiders
Like needles under my skin
To sleep with you is like a bed filled by snakes
Something I can’t resist
Oh, licking your bloody lips,
Smiling and sucking your fingertips
Oh, lash me with your whip
I’m your slave...My dear carniwhore
You’re the cocaine on my filthy mirror
Oh my god how I need you
Living in fear to be left alone
My lips turn to blue
I’m like a sheep among the hungry wolves
This is my sorrow blues
You’re the poison in my veins
I’m just a fool in your game
In the prison of my own frontiers
Loneliness is my worst fear
Blinded by your heavenly smile
And my soul is the price
Oh, licking your bloody lips,
Smiling and sucking your fingertips
Oh, lash me with your whip
I’m your slave, for you I bleed
Music: O-P Tцrrц, Lyrics: Juha Kylmдnen
Is this love, hate or pain?
For me it’s all the same
These are the last words I say
Because I really don’t care
If you will come with me in there
Where the sun never shines
Oh, would you share this world with me?
Oh, nothing compares to this beautiful dream
Make love with me
On the bed of dead leaves
Through the anguish and filth
Together we wander
In the sea of your tears so come with me
And the torment will be complete
If you will come with me in there
Where the sun never shines
Music: L. Tuohimaa, Juha Kylmдnen, Lyrics: Juha Kylmдnen
The touch of fall has reached us again
Our hearts are covered by the endless rain
Accept our fate, don’t say anything
I’ll hold until we fade away
The whole world turns to grey
We are fading away from this life
You and me, we will be
Part of the autumn harmony
Together sleeping the endless dream
You and me, we will be
Gone in the wind of eternity
Together sleeping the endless dream
All the colors turn to grey
Everything dies to be born again
There’s no need to be afraid
I’ll hold until we fade away
10. Tomorrow is a Closed Gate (Dead for So Long)
Music: O-P Tцrrц, Lyrics: O-P Tцrrц
A broken voice from the broken dreams
My heart is drowning in loveblood
I can’t forget your leaving shape
Everyday is like a long walk in the cold rain
I’m bleeding and loosing my grip
Tomorrow is a closed gate
I have been dead for so long
And no one’s gonna shed a tear
I have been dead for so long
And no one seems to care
Sometimes I really hate people close to me
They want to see my reaction
That I don’t want to give
Sometimes I really want to be just dead
Without any kind of
Torturing stress
I wrote it in the dead air, I wrote it in the shape of despair
I see the silence in the stranger’s smiles
They don’t care
Memories in the screams of the gate, my past slowly fades
Questions are stones on my way
I’m still walking anyway
Music: Jarmo Kylmanen, Lyrics: Juha Kylmanen
No, I can`t go on
I`m waiting only for tomorrow
Life, so meaningless and hollow
It`s the circle of sorrow
All I once believed in is dead
A faded halo around my head
Innocence turns into regret
A sinner in a white veil
The bond of trust
Burned by lust
One wicked glance led into killing romance
Now I know that death can dance
In the shadows of the endless night
I`m paying the sins with my life
It hurts to come into daylight
I`m cursed to roam in the dark
The passion of life
Gone in the shade of night
With no belief and bleeding wings
I`m half of the man I used to be
Music: Jussi Hakulinen, Lyrics: Jussi Hakulinen
Taas lapset pihalla naan
Ikkunas alla leikkivan leikkejaan
Taas siihen paikallesi ikkunaan jaat, siihen ikkunaan jaat
Lennat vuosien taa
Ne muistot paivittain sut valtaansa saa
Ne Joutsenlauluun etsii taas laulajaa, etsii taas laulajaa
Nuo hetket syntymasta kuolemaan mun silmaluomiin heijastuu
Saa toiset uskomaan kai Jumalaan, toiset Saatanaan, tai mihin vaan
Muttei kuitenkaan tahan maailmaan
Sa kerran loysit myos sen
Tuon puolen vuosisadan rakkauden
Sun oli helppo olla onnellinen, olla onnellinen
Nyt mita vaistoillas teet
Kun linnut pesastaan on pois lentaneet
On enaa valokuvat kellastuneet, jos elat taas uudelleen, taas uudelleen
Et ehka saaliani kaipaa, ei se saa tuskaa puutumaan
Tuo tuska laulun taman kirjoittaa Tuo tuska kiinni saa kenet vaan
Tuo tuska kiinni saa
Suruhuntusi naan, se viisi vuotta sitten sai hengittaa
Sut Joutsenlaulu silloin sai itkemaan, sut sai itkemaan
Tahtoisin olla niin kuin silloinkin, kun peityit huntuun valkoiseen
Se jaanyt on jo ajan jalkoihin niin kuin sinakin
Tahtoisin yrittaa ja etta silloin veden pinnalle jaan
Kun joen tulvivan ma uomista naan, kun joen tulvivan naan
Nuo naiset marketeissa karryineen ja miehet kantabaareissaan
Nuoruuden lahteista kai haaveilee, kai tuska laimenee, tai miten vaan
Taas hetken lahempana kuolemaa, ei haihdu tuska milloinkaan
Tuo tuska laulun taman kirjoittaa, tuo tuska kiinni saa
Kenet vaan, tuo tuska kiinni saa kenet vain haluaa
Music: Juha Kylmamen, Lyrics: Juha Kylmanen
Everything she tries for the sake of that little boy
Gives all her love, every single piece of her heart
Don’t lose your head, don’t lose your faith or you’ll end up dead
You’re one of a kind, don’t drown yourself into the crowd
Oh, my precious sister, it’s you who I adore,
In spite of those sleepless nights you still keep carrying on
With your life, with you soul
The faster beats your heart the more you’re lost/gone
I know it hurts bad, to give everything and still end up sad
Twisted fact of life, every single day is another fight
Oh, my precious sister, it’s you who I adore,
In spite of those sleepless nights you still keep carrying on
With your life, with you soul
The faster beats your heart the more you’re lost/gone
Too sad to feel anything, these scars will never heal, or so it feels...
Oh, A little child only hope in here, but it takes more than I can give, sadness set me free…